Figured I should update just because I need to get my head and feelings on a steady beat...
Life has been the same on and off constant bullshit and problems with my family. I didn't think it was possible but mom has gotten worse with her addictions...lost her cars for a few weeks to just have someone of my family pay it off for her. She is already a another car payment behind after getting her car back. Yeah, I'm even more touchy with my mom, so if it anyone talks shit about my mom I will flip. hardcore. Everyone in my house is struggling because of her and this will be like this the rest of my life. I'm attempting to save up for xmas which is really hard, since were barely getting by so I constantly buy stuff we need instead. I'm trying to help my father abit even if it's food for the house. I'm constantly struggling financially and it driving me nuts....
Trying to pick up more hours from work to make more money for my family ! Work has been kicking my ass, I get tired and yet constantly fight going to bed. I just don't want to go to bed right away, I want to have free time even if it means staying up later. I just like to do things I enjoy instead of just work and go right to bed and repeat.
But I plan on creating an etsy store in 2015 for extra monies. I'm hoping to sell art, key chains, prints, and cosplay prints somehow. Just to try to open a shop to say I did something, just to say I tried. That's all I really want honestly. The extra monies would be pretty nice as a plus.
I can't wait to see YandereKitten
and hang out with her and cosplay that weekend with her. We both really need time to hang out even if it's just for a weekend. Besides, having a weekend together is a treat for both of us. I'm buying one of her lovely cosplay's off her. That weekend I will be InuYasha and she will be Sesshomaru .
Next year I'm hoping I will be able to afford fairy asuna from Sword art online but also be able to afford Fairy kirito for my boyfriend. If money falls in my favor of coarse if not that's fine too, I can only blame myself if this doesn't happen anyways.
I'm still doing art here's my facebook page for sketches and random nonsense .www.facebook.com/clairehorlach…
I think I'm done updating for the day..I'm starting to feel more and pissed off as my father talks with me...later world. ~Claire