I need to desperately update my journals; I deleted A LOT of my old entries. I was looking back into them, they had a lot of negative stuff and I seem like a sad person. They did a lot with my old boyfriend, my first in person boyfriend. The ups and downs I just want it gone, since my old friend really doesn't want much to do with me.


So, clean slate and no more depressing or suicidal stuff on my DeviantArt. If you watched me on here long enough you have seen who I was, and how I am now. It's not much of a step but hell it is an improvement for me. Granted I didn't change much from high school a smidge, in college (not going into the topic college much ).


How am I? Eh…I'm here; I'm good and bad all the time each day, or each couple hours.  As of a week ago, April 1st, 2012 my kitty cat Sammy was put to sleep due to a urinary track infection it was just a nightmare... Even with the surgery there was a slim chance he would recover...It affected his heart and brain. It just happened so fast, like a freak accident


Family stuff is still the same, no matter  who I talk to I just feel like I just barely got by without taking it out in angry or doing something I wouldn't be so proud of. I'm still trying my hardest no matter what.


I'm going to Acen with my boyfriend and and her boyfriend and I'm also hoping to run into lots of people.  I'm wearing a maid lolita costume, just because it looked cute.

I been drawing and getting used to the tablet, it is way fun. So be expecting me to be updating on and off lately. Any art trades or requests comment here or just note me.  I'll try my hardest, granted I'm not good but I do like to try stuff out.

1. What animal/creature you remind me of.

2. What color I think fits you.

3. How I feel about you.

4. Three of my favorite deviations of yours.

5. My favorite OC of yours.

6. What season you remind me of.

7. What I remember the first time I first met you.

8.  A song you remind me of.

9. Think of a random nickname for you.

10. What element you remind me of.

11. Dare you to post this in your journal!

I think that's it, Laterz ~Cinderella-hime